I know it's been a couple weeks since my last post so I figured I would drop by and get you all up to speed. I'm sure you can guess what happened since my title says it all! The whole procedure was perfect but I didn't end up pregnant. So the doc gave me a higher dosage of Clomiphene to take and I have to swallow 3 pills at one time. He's hoping for more than one follicle this time to give us a higher chance of success. So I only have one dose left and then go in for my second ultrasound (of this cycle) to see if my body decided to kick into overdrive. So basically we are back to the drawing board....
I am feeling cynical and moody right now. The hormones are really affecting me this time. I had a moment at work where tears welled up and streamed down my face. I had to catch myself and just relax and breathe. Do I think it will work this round? Yes (I hope). Am I all excited like before? No. I guess I just don't want to put my whole heart into something that may lead to disappointment(again).
If anyone still reads this blog of mine, any words of encouragement will be gladly taken.
~Laine
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